Time machine
Last Sunday & Monday, I felt as if I was traveling in a time machine which brought me all the way back to the night of 090808. So to SOMEONE, if you come across this post, it is dedicated to you alright.
We were strangers back then and not a proper sentence was exchanged. Although it was a short moment, it was memorable enough to last in my mind. But hey, who would have thought that we were having the same feeling, the same vibe for the last couple of months. Oh why must things get complicated now? Maybe, it’s because I’m not as simple-minded like how I used to be. Guess I’ve toughen up myself now. Guys, haha. Not an easy task to trust them. And yes, I have my fare share of doubts in relationships because according to a friend, relationships spoils love which I can’t help but to agree. I’m not as gullible or as dumb anymore as to be moved by I LOVE YOUs or sweet talks because it’s the actions that show. I think I really had learnt my lesson. But it’s the same toughness that is tormenting me deep inside. Never had I experience joy and pain like this, at a single moment. Joy because you gave me the gift of smiles whenever I talk to you. Pain because I'm in denial about whatever emotion that I have towards you. I'm sorry that I made you a victim, causing you to suffer a lot in the process. You said you've got a sincere heart, so prove it alright. I know you're down-to-earth but please don't stoop yourself too low. Instead, why dont you shift those energy and put something into action. As days passed, I'm thinking more and more about you despite knowing I shouldn't be like this. Now, even your mood affects me. how? How? HOW?
We were strangers back then and not a proper sentence was exchanged. Although it was a short moment, it was memorable enough to last in my mind. But hey, who would have thought that we were having the same feeling, the same vibe for the last couple of months. Oh why must things get complicated now? Maybe, it’s because I’m not as simple-minded like how I used to be. Guess I’ve toughen up myself now. Guys, haha. Not an easy task to trust them. And yes, I have my fare share of doubts in relationships because according to a friend, relationships spoils love which I can’t help but to agree. I’m not as gullible or as dumb anymore as to be moved by I LOVE YOUs or sweet talks because it’s the actions that show. I think I really had learnt my lesson. But it’s the same toughness that is tormenting me deep inside. Never had I experience joy and pain like this, at a single moment. Joy because you gave me the gift of smiles whenever I talk to you. Pain because I'm in denial about whatever emotion that I have towards you. I'm sorry that I made you a victim, causing you to suffer a lot in the process. You said you've got a sincere heart, so prove it alright. I know you're down-to-earth but please don't stoop yourself too low. Instead, why dont you shift those energy and put something into action. As days passed, I'm thinking more and more about you despite knowing I shouldn't be like this. Now, even your mood affects me. how? How? HOW?
Ya Allah, please give me strength and solution to overcome this.
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Go figure out.
