I think I'm prepared for it all. I realised how foolish I was all these years to drill these words into my head:
"I'm scared, I'm afraid".
Stupid isn't it? When actually those words will only hold me back from doing my best and restricting my capability. I really missed how I was back in primary school. It's like I don't care what others have to say. I just gave my best shot and whatever happens, I'm proud of myself. However in secondary school, I got so affected by peoples' words that I finally end up in a downward spiral and stucked at the bottom. Even though I'm grateful for those improvements I made, I realised I wasn't genuinely happy because I know deep down that I could have been better. So yea, I know that what's past is past and that it's a new beginning for me. Insya'allah, I'll make the best of this opportunity and no matter what, I'll promise myself to go all out for it. So what if there's hundreds of them out there who scored better than me? I'm not competing with them. I'm actually competing with myself, for my parents and myself. And to the very special person up there, this is for you too. Love you and miss you alot.
Thanks to Mr Chan for knocking some senses into me.
Ayu: Mr chan, I'm scared. My aggregade was bad.
Mr chan: For what you are scared?? No use! Now that you're in a jc, just do your job and study. Try your best and hopefully you can get into university.
Now, I believe that...
I know I can
Be what I wanna be
If I work hard at it
I'll be where I wanna be
- I Can lyrics, Nas
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I think I'm prepared for it all. I realised how foolish I was all these years to drill these words into my head:
"I'm scared, I'm afraid".
Stupid isn't it? When actually those words will only hold me back from doing my best and restricting my capability. I really missed how I was back in primary school. It's like I don't care what others have to say. I just gave my best shot and whatever happens, I'm proud of myself. However in secondary school, I got so affected by peoples' words that I finally end up in a downward spiral and stucked at the bottom. Even though I'm grateful for those improvements I made, I realised I wasn't genuinely happy because I know deep down that I could have been better. So yea, I know that what's past is past and that it's a new beginning for me. Insya'allah, I'll make the best of this opportunity and no matter what, I'll promise myself to go all out for it. So what if there's hundreds of them out there who scored better than me? I'm not competing with them. I'm actually competing with myself, for my parents and myself. And to the very special person up there, this is for you too. Love you and miss you alot.
Thanks to Mr Chan for knocking some senses into me.
Ayu: Mr chan, I'm scared. My aggregade was bad.
Mr chan: For what you are scared?? No use! Now that you're in a jc, just do your job and study. Try your best and hopefully you can get into university.
