Strucked, Yet Again


LOSING TRACK. LOSING FOCUS.
I'm really losing it all. My goal, my aim, my vision. I'm not regretting this decision but just wondering if I'm gonna pull through. Perhaps it's time for me to rise up again to try harder. For myself and the loved ones. No way I'm gonna let them down again cos enough is enough. No way, I'm gonna let my confidence be stepped upon. No way my future is gonna be shoved to the dump.
Allah, please give me strength and guide me through.

Most importantly, I've been abandoning the love letter from YOU all this while. I apologize for being so ignorant to YOU. Sank myself in the sea of books but failed to even read YOURS. At least, I'm glad to have a weekly reminder of YOU through him. It made me reflect, it made me think. I've never think Saturday nights are a waste of time. I maybe losing track of YOU now but please pull me back by YOUR side. Don't make me stray away from YOU.