Screeewed


Tick Tock Tiiiiiiiick Tooooock
Look at the time now. My biological clock is sooo screwed today.
Just had a morning shower. Slept for 3 hours till 9pm yesterday and am awake till now.
But on days that I urgently need myself to be awake to get work done, the mind and body just won't cooperate.
Thanks ah. Ayu, Ayu. Perangai one kind ahh.


Lup Dub Lup Dub
Gosh, in about 5 hours, there'll be parents-meeting session. Nevertheless, I told ibu about my grades. I expected her to like BOOM! at me but alhamdulillah she did not. I'll be expecting complains later, given my 'awesome' discipline and focus especially for tutorials. Now, it's not a question of whether I fit better in poly but more like whether I can make it to uni. Come to think of it, my life is mostly based on luck and takdir. Not really because my ikhtiar, seriously. It is a miracle to even scrape through Cedar and then enter Meridian. Even if I want to go poly, I know I can't due to many reasons. I realised my self-confidence is easily shattered since 4 years back. It's time to make a turn but I don't know how. I don't want this phase of life to be a repetition of how I was in secondary school. Dear Allah, pls guide me through.

Irdayu, you should..

A lot of things are going through my mind and it makes me hungry!
Haha. Okay, dah bye(: