Up and Down



Tired and drained.
Physically and mentally.
At the thought of school tomorrow is enough to make me even more ill.

Sometimes, we question why must there be ups and downs in life.
Little do we realise that they are what that balance us.
It is those up moments that made us appreciate life.
It is those down moments that made us grateful for it.
Perhaps, they're just God's creation that makes one a human.

I was disturbed and distracted.
It may not be my problem directly but indirectly, yes it is.
We love you and all we wanted it the best for you.
But why resort to those actions?
Till now, I can't seem to truly find the reason to look up to you. Im sorry.
I just hope that some day, You'll be able to choose the right path with His blessings.
& that you'll be a great loving idol in my life.

And you!
You greeted me with a good news the next day.
It may not directly affect me but indirectly, yes it does.
I'm contented that you finally manage to pull through that paper.
Not just because you're buying me new shoes as promised, I'm glad that you'll be able to complete your diploma.
You have shown me a spectacular display of resilience and determination.
Alhamdulillah(:

These three words may be hard to utter.
But you know that deep down, I Y YOU BOTH.
Dear Allah, please guide both of them for a better life.