Like A Kid



As I lay beside her out of exhaustion, she stroked my hair with tender loving care.
A mixture of feelings evoked in me. I felt as if I was a small girl again. And being that small girl, it reminds me of yayi.

At the very mention of yayi, my heart beats faster. The person whom I missed so dearly cos I'm a his girl. Whenever she asked "Do you remember what he said or did for you last time?". Disappointment sank into my heart. There's not much that I can remember since I was too young at that time. But one thing that I took from him when he went away was his love. Safely kept until now. Lately, she had been telling me alot about what he said thirteen years back. He is one man who is ever so confident about my capabilities. This year is the time for me to fulfill his hope. The question is, "Can I do it?"

Sometimes, I'm not even confident of myself.
Dear Allah, pls let me have some faith in myself to overcome this.

Salam